bc

bc lang ako ngayon may training kami s Kiangan, Ifugao..

March 20-24

10 hours ang byahe

malamig

mag t-tour ako s buong Kiangan, Ikugao ^_^

Beautiful Liar

Beautiful Liar




ang astig na bewang ni Shakira + ang matinding butt shaking beyonce = body like bump bump bump

If anyone should hurt you

If anyone should hurt you
And say a thing unkind,
Remember what I tell you,
And keep these things in mind.

For every one who makes you cry,
There are three who make you smile,
And a smile will last a long, long time,
But a tear just a little while!

If someone says a thing that's cruel,
Don't let it get to you,
There's so much good about you,
And your faults are very few.

So if a certain someone
Should act a certain way,
Just think of those who love you
And don't let it ruin your day.


Don't let someone who hates the world
Cause you to hate it too,
For behind the clouds is a golden sun,
And a sky that's bright and blue!

Cupid And Psyche

The Love Story of Cupid and Psyche
by: Lucius Apuleius

A certain king and queen had three daughters. The charms of the two elder were more than common, but the beauty of the youngest was so wonderful that the poverty of language is unable to express its due praise. The fame of her beauty was so great that strangers from neighboring countries came in crowds to enjoy the sight, and looked on her with amazement, paying her that homage which is due only to Venus herself. In fact Venus found her altars deserted, while men turned their devotion to this young virgin. As she passed along, the people sang her praises, and strewed her way with chaplets and flowers.

This homage to the exaltation of a mortal gave great offense to the real Venus. Shaking her ambrosial locks with indignation, she exclaimed, "Am I then to be eclipsed in my honors by a mortal girl? In vain then did that royal shepherd, whose judgment was approved by Jove himself, give me the palm of beauty over my illustrious rivals, Pallas and Juno. But she shall not so quietly usurp my honors. I will give her cause to repent of so unlawful a beauty."

Thereupon she calls her winged son Cupid, mischievous enough in his own nature, and rouses and provokes him yet more by her complaints. She points out Psyche to him and says, "My dear son, punish that contumacious beauty; give your mother a revenge as sweet as her injuries are great; infuse into the bosom of that haughty girl a passion for some low, mean, unworthy being, so that she may reap a mortification as great as her present exultation and triumph."

Cupid prepared to obey the commands of his mother. There are two fountains in Venus's garden, one of sweet waters, the other of bitter. Cupid filled two amber vases, one from each fountain, and suspending them from the top of his quiver, hastened to the chamber of Psyche, whom he found asleep. He shed a few drops from the bitter fountain over her lips, though the sight of her almost moved him to pity; then touched her side with the point of his arrow. At the touch she awoke, and opened eyes upon Cupid (himself invisible), which so startled him that in his confusion he wounded himself with his own arrow. Heedless of his wound, his whole thought now was to repair the mischief he had done, and he poured the balmy drops of joy over all her silken ringlets.

Psyche, henceforth frowned upon by Venus, derived no benefit from all her charms. True, all eyes were cast eagerly upon her, and every mouth spoke her praises; but neither king, royal youth, nor plebeian presented himself to demand her in marriage. Her two elder sisters of moderate charms had now long been married to two royal princes; but Psyche, in her lonely apartment, deplored her solitude, sick of that beauty which, while it procured abundance of flattery, had failed to awaken love.

Her parents, afraid that they had unwittingly incurred the anger of the gods, consulted the oracle of Apollo, and received this answer, "The virgin is destined for the bride of no mortal lover. Her future husband awaits her on the top of the mountain. He is a monster whom neither gods nor men can resist."

This dreadful decree of the oracle filled all the people with dismay, and her parents abandoned themselves to grief. But Psyche said, "Why, my dear parents, do you now lament me? You should rather have grieved when the people showered upon me undeserved honors, and with one voice called me a Venus. I now perceive that I am a victim to that name. I submit. Lead me to that rock to which my unhappy fate has destined me."

Accordingly, all things being prepared, the royal maid took her place in the procession, which more resembled a funeral than a nuptial pomp, and with her parents, amid the lamentations of the people, ascended the mountain, on the summit of which they left her alone, and with sorrowful hearts returned home.

While Psyche stood on the ridge of the mountain, panting with fear and with eyes full of tears, the gentle Zephyr raised her from the earth and bore her with an easy motion into a flowery dale. By degrees her mind became composed, and she laid herself down on the grassy bank to sleep.

When she awoke refreshed with sleep, she looked round and beheld near a pleasant grove of tall and stately trees. She entered it, and in the midst discovered a fountain, sending forth clear and crystal waters, and fast by, a magnificent palace whose august front impressed the spectator that it was not the work of mortal hands, but the happy retreat of some god. Drawn by admiration and wonder, she approached the building and ventured to enter.

Every object she met filled her with pleasure and amazement. Golden pillars supported the vaulted roof, and the walls were enriched with carvings and paintings representing beasts of the chase and rural scenes, adapted to delight the eye of the beholder. Proceeding onward, she perceived that besides the apartments of state there were others filled with all manner of treasures, and beautiful and precious productions of nature and art.

While her eyes were thus occupied, a voice addressed her, though she saw no one, uttering these words, "Sovereign lady, all that you see is yours. We whose voices you hear are your servants and shall obey all your commands with our utmost care and diligence. Retire, therefore, to your chamber and repose on your bed of down, and when you see fit, repair to the bath. Supper awaits you in the adjoining alcove when it pleases you to take your seat there."

Psyche gave ear to the admonitions of her vocal attendants, and after repose and the refreshment of the bath, seated herself in the alcove, where a table immediately presented itself, without any visible aid from waiters or servants, and covered with the greatest delicacies of food and the most nectareous wines. Her ears too were feasted with music from invisible performers; of whom one sang, another played on the lute, and all closed in the wonderful harmony of a full chorus.

She had not yet seen her destined husband. He came only in the hours of darkness and fled before the dawn of morning, but his accents were full of love, and inspired a like passion in her. She often begged him to stay and let her behold him, but he would not consent. On the contrary he charged her to make no attempt to see him, for it was his pleasure, for the best of reasons, to keep concealed.

"Why should you wish to behold me?" he said. "Have you any doubt of my love? Have you any wish ungratified? If you saw me, perhaps you would fear me, perhaps adore me, but all I ask of you is to love me. I would rather you would love me as an equal than adore me as a god."

This reasoning somewhat quieted Psyche for a time, and while the novelty lasted she felt quite happy. But at length the thought of her parents, left in ignorance of her fate, and of her sisters, precluded from sharing with her the delights of her situation, preyed on her mind and made her begin to feel her palace as but a splendid prison. When her husband came one night, she told him her distress, and at last drew from him an unwilling consent that her sisters should be brought to see her.

So, calling Zephyr, she acquainted him with her husband's commands, and he, promptly obedient, soon brought them across the mountain down to their sister's valley. They embraced her and she returned their caresses.

"Come," said Psyche, "enter with me my house and refresh yourselves with whatever your sister has to offer."

Then taking their hands she led them into her golden palace, and committed them to the care of her numerous train of attendant voices, to refresh them in her baths and at her table, and to show them all her treasures. The view of these celestial delights caused envy to enter their bosoms, at seeing their young sister possessed of such state and splendor, so much exceeding their own.

They asked her numberless questions, among others what sort of a person her husband was. Psyche replied that he was a beautiful youth, who generally spent the daytime in hunting upon the mountains.

The sisters, not satisfied with this reply, soon made her confess that she had never seen him. Then they proceeded to fill her bosom with dark suspicions. "Call to mind," they said, "the Pythian oracle that declared you destined to marry a direful and tremendous monster. The inhabitants of this valley say that your husband is a terrible and monstrous serpent, who nourishes you for a while with dainties that he may by and by devour you. Take our advice. Provide yourself with a lamp and a sharp knife; put them in concealment that your husband may not discover them, and when he is sound asleep, slip out of bed, bring forth your lamp, and see for yourself whether what they say is true or not. If it is, hesitate not to cut off the monster's head, and thereby recover your liberty."

Psyche resisted these persuasions as well as she could, but they did not fail to have their effect on her mind, and when her sisters were gone, their words and her own curiosity were too strong for her to resist. So she prepared her lamp and a sharp knife, and hid them out of sight of her husband. When he had fallen into his first sleep, she silently rose and uncovering her lamp beheld not a hideous monster, but the most beautiful and charming of the gods, with his golden ringlets wandering over his snowy neck and crimson cheek, with two dewy wings on his shoulders, whiter than snow, and with shining feathers like the tender blossoms of spring.

As she leaned the lamp over to have a better view of his face, a drop of burning oil fell on the shoulder of the god. Startled, he opened his eyes and fixed them upon her. Then, without saying a word, he spread his white wings and flew out of the window. Psyche, in vain endeavoring to follow him, fell from the window to the ground.

Cupid, beholding her as she lay in the dust, stopped his flight for an instant and said, "Oh foolish Psyche, is it thus you repay my love? After I disobeyed my mother's commands and made you my wife, will you think me a monster and cut off my head? But go; return to your sisters, whose advice you seem to think preferable to mine. I inflict no other punishment on you than to leave you for ever. Love cannot dwell with suspicion." So saying, he fled away, leaving poor Psyche prostrate on the ground, filling the place with mournful lamentations.

When she had recovered some degree of composure she looked around her, but the palace and gardens had vanished, and she found herself in the open field not far from the city where her sisters dwelt. She repaired thither and told them the whole story of her misfortunes, at which, pretending to grieve, those spiteful creatures inwardly rejoiced.

"For now," said they, "he will perhaps choose one of us." With this idea, without saying a word of her intentions, each of them rose early the next morning and ascended the mountain, and having reached the top, called upon Zephyr to receive her and bear her to his lord; then leaping up, and not being sustained by Zephyr, fell down the precipice and was dashed to pieces.

Psyche meanwhile wandered day and night, without food or repose, in search of her husband. Casting her eyes on a lofty mountain having on its brow a magnificent temple, she sighed and said to herself, "Perhaps my love, my lord, inhabits there," and directed her steps thither.

She had no sooner entered than she saw heaps of corn, some in loose ears and some in sheaves, with mingled ears of barley. Scattered about, lay sickles and rakes, and all the instruments of harvest, without order, as if thrown carelessly out of the weary reapers' hands in the sultry hours of the day.

This unseemly confusion the pious Psyche put an end to, by separating and sorting everything to its proper place and kind, believing that she ought to neglect none of the gods, but endeavor by her piety to engage them all in her behalf. The holy Ceres, whose temple it was, finding her so religiously employed, thus spoke to her, "Oh Psyche, truly worthy of our pity, though I cannot shield you from the frowns of Venus, yet I can teach you how best to allay her displeasure. Go, then, and voluntarily surrender yourself to your lady and sovereign, and try by modesty and submission to win her forgiveness, and perhaps her favor will restore you the husband you have lost."

Psyche obeyed the commands of Ceres and took her way to the temple of Venus, endeavoring to fortify her mind and ruminating on what she should say and how best propitiate the angry goddess, feeling that the issue was doubtful and perhaps fatal.

Venus received her with angry countenance. "Most undutiful and faithless of servants," said she, "do you at last remember that you really have a mistress? Or have you rather come to see your sick husband, yet laid up of the wound given him by his loving wife? You are so ill favored and disagreeable that the only way you can merit your lover must be by dint of industry and diligence. I will make trial of your housewifery." Then she ordered Psyche to be led to the storehouse of her temple, where was laid up a great quantity of wheat, barley, millet, vetches, beans, and lentils prepared for food for her pigeons, and said, "Take and separate all these grains, putting all of the same kind in a parcel by themselves, and see that you get it done before evening." Then Venus departed and left her to her task.

But Psyche, in a perfect consternation at the enormous work, sat stupid and silent, without moving a finger to the inextricable heap.

While she sat despairing, Cupid stirred up the little ant, a native of the fields, to take compassion on her. The leader of the anthill, followed by whole hosts of his six-legged subjects, approached the heap, and with the utmost diligence taking grain by grain, they separated the pile, sorting each kind to its parcel; and when it was all done, they vanished out of sight in a moment.

Venus at the approach of twilight returned from the banquet of the gods, breathing odors and crowned with roses. Seeing the task done, she exclaimed, "This is no work of yours, wicked one, but his, whom to your own and his misfortune you have enticed." So saying, she threw her a piece of black bread for her supper and went away.

Next morning Venus ordered Psyche to be called and said to her, "Behold yonder grove which stretches along the margin of the water. There you will find sheep feeding without a shepherd, with golden-shining fleeces on their backs. Go, fetch me a sample of that precious wool gathered from every one of their fleeces."

Psyche obediently went to the riverside, prepared to do her best to execute the command. But the river god inspired the reeds with harmonious murmurs, which seemed to say, "Oh maiden, severely tried, tempt not the dangerous flood, nor venture among the formidable rams on the other side, for as long as they are under the influence of the rising sun, they burn with a cruel rage to destroy mortals with their sharp horns or rude teeth. But when the noontide sun has driven the cattle to the shade, and the serene spirit of the flood has lulled them to rest, you may then cross in safety, and you will find the woolly gold sticking to the bushes and the trunks of the trees."

Thus the compassionate river god gave Psyche instructions how to accomplish her task, and by observing his directions she soon returned to Venus with her arms full of the golden fleece; but she received not the approbation of her implacable mistress, who said, "I know very well it is by none of your own doings that you have succeeded in this task, and I am not satisfied yet that you have any capacity to make yourself useful. But I have another task for you. Here, take this box and go your way to the infernal shades, and give this box to Proserpine and say, 'My mistress Venus desires you to send her a little of your beauty, for in tending her sick son she has lost some of her own.' Be not too long on your errand, for I must paint myself with it to appear at the circle of the gods and goddesses this evening."

Psyche was now satisfied that her destruction was at hand, being obliged to go with her own feet directly down to Erebus. Wherefore, to make no delay of what was not to be avoided, she goes to the top of a high tower to precipitate herself headlong, thus to descend the shortest way to the shades below. But a voice from the tower said to her, "Why, poor unlucky girl, do you design to put an end to your days in so dreadful a manner? And what cowardice makes you sink under this last danger who have been so miraculously supported in all your former?" Then the voice told her how by a certain cave she might reach the realms of Pluto, and how to avoid all the dangers of the road, to pass by Cerberus, the three-headed dog, and prevail on Charon, the ferryman, to take her across the black river and bring her back again. But the voice added, "When Proserpine has given you the box filled with her beauty, of all things this is chiefly to be observed by you, that you never once open or look into the box nor allow your curiosity to pry into the treasure of the beauty of the goddesses."

Psyche, encouraged by this advice, obeyed it in all things, and taking heed to her ways traveled safely to the kingdom of Pluto. She was admitted to the palace of Proserpine, and without accepting the delicate seat or delicious banquet that was offered her, but contented with coarse bread for her food, she delivered her message from Venus. Presently the box was returned to her, shut and filled with the precious commodity. Then she returned the way she came, and glad was she to come out once more into the light of day.

But having got so far successfully through her dangerous task a longing desire seized her to examine the contents of the box. "What," said she, "shall I, the carrier of this divine beauty, not take the least bit to put on my cheeks to appear to more advantage in the eyes of my beloved husband!" So she carefully opened the box, but found nothing there of any beauty at all, but an infernal and truly Stygian sleep, which being thus set free from its prison, took possession of her, and she fell down in the midst of the road, a sleepy corpse without sense or motion.

But Cupid, being now recovered from his wound, and not able longer to bear the absence of his beloved Psyche, slipping through the smallest crack of the window of his chamber which happened to be left open, flew to the spot where Psyche lay, and gathering up the sleep from her body closed it again in the box, and waked Psyche with a light touch of one of his arrows. "Again," said he, "have you almost perished by the same curiosity. But now perform exactly the task imposed on you by my mother, and I will take care of the rest."

Then Cupid, as swift as lightning penetrating the heights of heaven, presented himself before Jupiter with his supplication. Jupiter lent a favoring ear, and pleaded the cause of the lovers so earnestly with Venus that he won her consent. On this he sent Mercury to bring Psyche up to the heavenly assembly, and when she arrived, handing her a cup of ambrosia, he said, "Drink this, Psyche, and be immortal; nor shall Cupid ever break away from the knot in which he is tied, but these nuptials shall be perpetual."

Thus Psyche became at last united to Cupid, and in due time they had a daughter born to them whose name was Pleasure.

if missing you

IF MISSING YOU COULD BLACKEN STARS,
THERE'D BE NO MIDNIGHT SHOW.

IF MISSING YOU COULD MAKE IT RAIN,
THE SEAS WOULD OVERFLOW.

IF MISSING YOU COULD MAKE IT HOT,
THERE'D BE DESERTS ALL AROUND.

IF MISSING YOU COULD SILENCE NOISE,
THE EARTH WOULD HAVE NO SOUND.

AND SO I GO NOW DREAMING OF
WHEN I'M HOLDING AND KISSING YOU.

FOR ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH IT HURTS
WHEN, MY LOVE, I'M MISSING YOU.

from Ljay..

"The Notebook"

"The Notebook"
movie quotes

Duke (in voice-over narration): "I am no one special, just a common man with common thoughts. I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me, and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect, I've succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me, that has always been enough."

Duke (reading): "Southern summers are indifferent to the trials of young love. Armed with warnings and doubts, Noah and Allie gave a remarkably convincing portrayal of a boy and a girl traveling down a very long road with no regard for the consequences."

Noah's father (to Allie): "Come on up here, darlin'. We could use a little sump'm around here besides the smell of lumber."

Duke (reading): "It was an improbable romance. He was a country boy. She was from the city. She had the world at her feet, while he didn't have two dimes to rub together."

Noah (to Allie): "If you're a bird, I'm a bird."

Allie's father (delivering the punch line to a joke): "Well, in theory, we're both millionaires, but in reality, we live with a bunch of whores." [laughter]

Allie (to Noah, as they prepare to make love for the first time): "You're gonna have to talk me through this."

Allie's father (to Allie, about Noah): "He's not suitable for you, baby."

Duke (reading): "Summer romances end for all kinds of reasons. But when all is said and done, they have one thing in common: They are shooting stars-a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity. And in a flash, they're gone."

Duke (reading): "Allie was surprised how quickly she fell in love with Lon Hammond. He was handsome, smart, funny, sophisticated, and charming. He also came from old Southern money and was fabulously wealthy."

Duke (reading, about Noah): "He got the notion into his head that if he restored the old house where they had come that night, Allie would find a way to come back to him. Some called it a labor of love. Others called it something else. But in fact, Noah had gone a little mad."

Allie's mother (about Allie's upcoming wedding): "This is gonna be a celebration the likes of which this town's never seen!"

Headline in Charleston newspaper: "OLD SEABROOK HOME FULLY RESTORED"

Allie's fiancé (to Allie): "Should I be worried?"

Dr. Barnwell (to Duke): "Senile dementia is irreversible. It's degenerative. After a certain point, its victims don't come back."

Duke (reading, about Noah): "She had come back into his life like a sudden flame, blazing and streaming into his heart. Noah stayed up all night contemplating the certain agony he knew would be his if he were to lose her twice."

Duke (to his adult children): "Look, guys. That's my sweetheart in there. I'm not leaving her. This is my home now. Your mother is my home."

Allie (happily, after making love with Noah following a seven-year separation): "You gotta be kiddin' me. All this time, that's what I been missin'?"

Allie's mother (about her sweetheart of 25 years ago, now a laborer shoveling gravel): "Sometimes when I'm in the area, I just stop here and I watch him, trying to picture how different my life might have been." [she cries]

Noah (to Allie): "I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day."

Excerpt from a letter from Noah to Allie: "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And that's what you've given me. That's what I'd hoped to give you forever."

Allie's fiancé (to Allie, about Noah): "The way I see it, I got three choices. One, I can shoot him. Two, I can kick the crap out of him. Or three, I leave you. Well, all that's no good. You see, 'cause none of those options get me you."

Duke (to older Allie): "I think our love can do anything we want it to.

summer is here

summer is here

I spent to much time

I spent to much time

ang haba ng list ko ng gagawin.
ilang bilin pa ang iniwan ng bossing ko bago sya umalis pa puntang india para sa isang seminar..
medyo maluwag lng ang trabaho dahil walang rush pero kung minsan may sundot pa na e-mail to-do ang bossing ko..

gising ng 8.30 bangon ng 9am
ligo, bihis hanggang 10am
alis ng 10.15
minsan sa pa nga bahay na ako kumakain aalis ako ng 11am
office ng 11 or 12 nn hanggang one to sawa hanngang may tao pa hanggang matapos ko na ung ginagawa ko..
8... 9... 10.. minsan pa nga 11 past pa nasa office na rin ako.. uuwi
matutulog ng 12am

ganito ang araw-araw kong gawain.. minsan pati linggo at kung nakadaming ginagawa pati linggo.

pag hahanapin mo ko ang sasagot ko lagi..
"may pasok ako"
"nand2 ako sa office"
madami akong ginagawa"
"di ko alam kung wat time me makakauwi"
"may OT ako, nest time n lang"

ayon sa aking "x-bf" na ngayon ay masaya na sa kanyang lovelife (pa-guusap sa YM):

joann ( 12:55:57 PM): musta?

x-bf ( 12:55:59 PM):

x-bf ( 12:56:03 PM): k lang

x-bf ( 12:56:06 PM): kaw?

x-bf ( 12:56:11 PM): musta work mo?

joann ( 12:56:12 PM): oks

x-bf ( 12:56:25 PM): anu na balita syo?

joann ( 12:56:27 PM): madaming trabaho ngayon..hehe pasahan ng report eh

joann ( 12:56:40 PM): ah.. ma braces n ako...hehehe

x-bf ( 12:56:43 PM): bukod sa may braces ka nahehhhehe

joann ( 12:56:46 PM): kaw? san kn work??

x-bf ( 12:57:06 PM): athena e-services

joann ( 12:57:18 PM): cal center?

x-bf ( 12:57:23 PM): nope,

x-bf ( 12:57:43 PM): mejo similar lang kaso di naman kami nakikipag usap sa phone

x-bf ( 12:57:54 PM): thru email lang

joann ( 12:58:06 PM): ah matagal kn dyan?

x-bf ( 12:58:25 PM): di naman kakastart ko lang last month

x-bf ( 12:58:55 PM): pero may plan pa rin ako mag abroad

x-bf ( 12:59:00 PM): mag aaral lang muna ako

joann ( 12:59:07 PM): oh san k naman pupunta?

x-bf ( 12:59:24 PM): mga bandang middle east

x-bf ( 12:59:33 PM): kahit anung lugar dun

x-bf ( 12:59:41 PM): basta makaalis lang d2 sa pinas

x-bf ( 12:59:55 PM): wag lang cguro sa iraq

x-bf ( 12:59:57 PM): hehehehehe

joann ( 12:59:57 PM): hehe cge suportahan taka..

x-bf ( 1:00:05 PM): hehheehhe

x-bf ( 1:00:06 PM): tnx

x-bf ( 1:00:32 PM): eh ikaw anu na growth jan sa work mo?mukhang enjoy ka n ajan ha?

joann ( 1:00:54 PM): ako d2 lng sa office p punta2x lng s kung san2x..hehehe

x-bf ( 1:01:24 PM): ang sarap ng work mo ha

joann ( 1:01:31 PM): promoted n ako facilitator na ako.hihihi kasama na ako sa mga provincial meetings n seminars..hehehe

x-bf ( 1:01:54 PM): nung minsan cnamahan ko c kuya richard dun kina janet

x-bf ( 1:02:06 PM): wow ang sarap nga nun

x-bf ( 1:02:17 PM): e d satisfied ka na jan sa income mo?

x-bf ( 1:02:21 PM): hehhehe

joann ( 1:02:23 PM): nk 4 n province n rin ako na dis 2004

x-bf ( 1:02:40 PM): enough to support ur brother na nag aaral?

joann ( 1:02:45 PM): ah.. ok naman s income.. nadadagdagan n rin ng benifits

x-bf ( 1:03:00 PM): ah good

joann ( 1:03:24 PM): ok lng din naman yun sa kapatid ko scholar sya.. salamat naman at 40% n lng ng tuition ang binabayaran ko..

x-bf ( 1:03:39 PM): ah ok na rin pala

x-bf ( 1:03:50 PM): so may room ka na sarili sa marikina?

joann ( 1:04:21 PM): ah ganun p rin magkasama p rin kmi ng bro s room..hehehe

x-bf ( 1:04:35 PM): pero di na ba tulad ng dati?

x-bf ( 1:04:52 PM): d ba dati wala ka privacy?

joann ( 1:05:13 PM): indi n may privacy kami kc naayos n yun room namin..

x-bf ( 1:05:27 PM): ah good

joann ( 1:05:33 PM): musta naman s inyo?

x-bf ( 1:05:39 PM): at least may development

x-bf ( 1:05:44 PM): ok naman

x-bf ( 1:05:53 PM): baka lipat na kami

joann ( 1:05:56 PM): yap.. dapatmeron lagi..hehehe kahit paunti unti

x-bf ( 1:06:06 PM): hanap kami ng haus

joann ( 1:06:13 PM): baket kayo lilipat..

x-bf ( 1:06:21 PM): balak kasi ng tita ko bumili para sa amin

x-bf ( 1:06:34 PM): tpos ate ko paalis na

joann ( 1:07:06 PM): ah within the area parin pa kayo kung sakali?? sa punta ate mo.. si ate cokie? tama ba?

x-bf ( 1:07:14 PM): we rent lang kaya gusto ng tita ko pag uwi nila ulit d2 eh may haus na clang matutuluyan

x-bf ( 1:07:30 PM): nope ung panganay namin c jean

joann ( 1:07:40 PM): ah...

x-bf ( 1:07:47 PM): ewan ko lang kung w/in the area pa rin

x-bf ( 1:07:58 PM): ako mas prefer ko sa ibang lugar na

x-bf ( 1:08:10 PM): masyado na crowded ang qc

joann ( 1:08:40 PM): ah.. para maiba rin? try nyo sa marikina..

x-bf ( 1:09:02 PM): c cuki nga taga run eh papahanap nga kami dun banda

x-bf ( 1:09:07 PM): kahit sa sss

joann ( 1:09:22 PM): ah ok din naman s SSS

joann ( 1:09:42 PM): musta naman lovelife mo???

x-bf ( 1:09:49 PM): ok naman

x-bf ( 1:09:54 PM): ikaw ba?

joann ( 1:10:04 PM): ok lng din..

x-bf ( 1:10:16 PM): naks that means may bf ka na?

x-bf ( 1:10:22 PM): hehehehehe

x-bf ( 1:10:27 PM):

joann ( 1:10:29 PM): wl pero lk lng..heheheheh

x-bf ( 1:11:08 PM): ooowwwsss??/sa ganda mong yan?

x-bf ( 1:11:23 PM): wala ka pa bf?

joann ( 1:11:24 PM): hahahaha alam kong maganda ako...waaaa kapal

x-bf ( 1:11:32 PM): hehehehe

x-bf ( 1:11:42 PM): totoo nman eh

joann ( 1:12:13 PM): tinatamad na ako s lokohan kaya ayoko ng kahit sino n lng..naks

joann ( 1:12:16 PM):

x-bf ( 1:12:29 PM): hmm....

x-bf ( 1:12:44 PM): so niloko mo lang pala ako??

x-bf ( 1:12:50 PM):

joann ( 1:12:53 PM): uy hindi ah...ang labo mo..

joann ( 1:13:21 PM): nito ko lng naisip yun ne ny resolution..hahahahaha

joann ( 1:13:33 PM): *new year

x-bf ( 1:14:09 PM): ganun??

joann ( 1:14:48 PM): im not getting any younger n sexier.. kaya i have no tym to play around..waaa

x-bf ( 1:15:06 PM): naakksss!!!

x-bf ( 1:15:17 PM): pero di mo cnagot ung tanung ko?

x-bf ( 1:15:22 PM): niloko mo lang ako?

joann ( 1:15:34 PM): indi kita niloko..

x-bf ( 1:15:47 PM): hmm...ok sabi mo eh

joann ( 1:16:03 PM): bket mo naman nasabing niloko kita??

x-bf ( 1:16:16 PM): wala naisip ko lang

x-bf ( 1:16:29 PM): kasi sbi mo ayaw mo na ng lokohan

joann ( 1:16:29 PM): naisip mo lng..

joann ( 1:16:40 PM): hmmm

x-bf ( 1:16:42 PM): so thst means nung tyo eh niloko mo ako

x-bf ( 1:17:15 PM): anyway tapos naman na un eh

joann ( 1:17:17 PM): ewan ko s u..

x-bf ( 1:17:20 PM): accept ko na un

joann ( 1:17:26 PM):

joann ( 1:17:35 PM): ano kb??

x-bf ( 1:17:51 PM): wish ko lang syo eh makahanap ka n ng seseryosin mo

x-bf ( 1:17:53 PM): hehehehehhe

joann ( 1:18:06 PM): amen

joann ( 1:18:19 PM):

x-bf ( 1:18:30 PM):

joann ( 1:19:10 PM): kaw nga dapat ang mag seryoso.. aba ilang taon kn?? ayaw mo p bang mag setledown?

x-bf ( 1:19:47 PM): bakit tingin moba di kita sineryoso?

joann ( 1:20:16 PM): uy wl akong sinabing indi h..

x-bf ( 1:20:24 PM): i ccome to that piont na

joann ( 1:20:31 PM): hmmmm

x-bf ( 1:20:44 PM): sana nga ikaw ung last ko eh

x-bf ( 1:20:51 PM): kaso sa cnabi mo

x-bf ( 1:20:55 PM): eh ok lang

joann ( 1:20:56 PM): ha?

x-bf ( 1:21:14 PM): masaya ka naman?

joann ( 1:21:20 PM): saan?

x-bf ( 1:21:29 PM): sa ginagawa mo?

joann ( 1:22:37 PM): alam mo.. kung inicip mo n niloko kita.. eh burahin mo n yun s icip mo.. wat im trying to say is im MORE serious now

x-bf ( 1:22:55 PM): eh di naman ung ang tinatanung ko ha?

x-bf ( 1:23:13 PM): at di ko na iniisip un no.

x-bf ( 1:23:17 PM): past is past

joann ( 1:23:28 PM): masaya saan?

x-bf ( 1:23:31 PM): d naman ako mapagtanim ng sama ng loob

x-bf ( 1:23:46 PM): msaya ka sa pagiging single?

joann ( 1:23:50 PM): no

joann ( 1:24:04 PM): n i wish im not single

x-bf ( 1:24:04 PM): hmm..

x-bf ( 1:24:26 PM): eh kung sineryoso mo sana ako eh di sana di ka single ngayon

x-bf ( 1:24:28 PM): heheehehe

joann ( 1:24:39 PM): ah... ok

x-bf ( 1:24:50 PM):

joann ( 1:25:28 PM): sana naging seryoro ako

x-bf ( 1:25:41 PM): sana

joann ( 1:25:56 PM): its to late

x-bf ( 1:26:09 PM): hmmm...

x-bf ( 1:26:13 PM): i know

x-bf ( 1:26:37 PM): its ok wer both happy naman sa mga buhay natin eh

x-bf ( 1:26:41 PM): kaya ok lang

joann ( 1:26:52 PM): yah ok lng

joann ( 1:26:58 PM): n i know ur happy

x-bf ( 1:27:08 PM): i know ur happy too

joann ( 1:27:41 PM): yah

x-bf ( 1:28:33 PM):

joann ( 1:28:42 PM):

x-bf ( 1:29:18 PM): so kelan ulit biyahe mo nyan?

joann ( 1:29:33 PM): march 7-8

x-bf ( 1:29:45 PM): ah talaga?san naman punta mo?

joann ( 1:31:08 PM): bataan ulet pang 3times ko n dun

x-bf ( 1:31:19 PM): ah ok pala ha

x-bf ( 1:31:41 PM): wla pa kyong mga trip sa visayas area?

x-bf ( 1:32:10 PM): buti pa nga ung bag ko nakapunta na run...hehehe

joann ( 1:32:12 PM): wla pang shed yun negros namin n camarines sur bk by summer

x-bf ( 1:32:29 PM): ok sa bicol

x-bf ( 1:32:42 PM): ganda na dun para ka ng nsa manila

joann ( 1:33:22 PM): ah sabi nga nila mat proj kasi kami dun

x-bf ( 1:33:25 PM): anu ginagawa mo ngyaon?

joann ( 1:34:37 PM): mag education mapping kami ng buong philippines pero may 5 major areas kami negros, benguet, camrines sur, qc n quezon province

x-bf ( 1:35:00 PM): ah ok un ha

x-bf ( 1:35:24 PM): dami mo pala trabaho ngyon.u've got no tym for bf

x-bf ( 1:35:29 PM): hehehhehee

joann ( 1:35:39 PM): hahahhahaha

joann ( 1:36:07 PM): dapat siguro magbawas ako ng panahon s work

x-bf ( 1:36:19 PM): hindi mo kaya un

x-bf ( 1:36:26 PM): mas mahal mo work mo

x-bf ( 1:36:28 PM): d ba?

joann ( 1:36:46 PM): yah.. mas mahal ko work ko now

x-bf ( 1:36:58 PM): hmm...ok

joann ( 1:37:41 PM): yah. puro ako trabaho i seldom go out with friends

x-bf ( 1:38:14 PM): well,i think i know dat

joann ( 1:38:29 PM): i think i should tone down my work load

x-bf ( 1:38:34 PM): kc khit nman noon ganyan k n eh

x-bf ( 1:38:48 PM): eh kung boss ka na jan magagawa mo un

x-bf ( 1:39:11 PM): kasi pde mo na pasa sa iba ung work mo

joann ( 1:39:45 PM): oo nga matagal na akong puro work

x-bf ( 1:40:03 PM):

joann ( 1:41:43 PM): thank you for leting me see something.. n dapat ginawa ko n noon p

x-bf ( 1:42:08 PM): ok

joann ( 1:43:07 PM): may bigla akong naalala..

joann ( 1:43:24 PM):

x-bf ( 1:43:28 PM): ok

x-bf ( 1:43:35 PM): nu un?

joann ( 1:45:32 PM): mayroong taong madalas mag sabi sken n puro k n lng trabaho d mo n nakikita ang mga taong nakakasalubong mo..

x-bf ( 1:45:45 PM): ah talaga

joann ( 1:47:20 PM): anyways naintindihan ko n sya

x-bf ( 1:47:53 PM): good

joann ( 1:49:04 PM): ah baka gusto mo lng manood s bistro eto shed

joann ( 1:49:08 PM): 26, Mon. - KAMIKAZE 27, Tues. - ORANGE & LEMONS 28, Wed. - UP DHARMA DOWN / PARAMITA / SWISSY

x-bf ( 1:49:35 PM): uy ok ung up dharma

joann ( 1:50:13 PM): ang gusto ko dyan yun paramita

x-bf ( 1:50:28 PM): ah ok lang

x-bf ( 1:50:47 PM): ang malas mo iniwan ka ng ung mga kasama

joann ( 1:51:34 PM): ha??

joann ( 1:51:45 PM): kanta yan db

x-bf ( 1:52:46 PM): uu

x-bf ( 1:52:53 PM): kanta ng paramita

joann ( 1:53:39 PM): ah.. ang alam ko lng ks hiling

x-bf ( 1:54:19 PM): alam ko rin un,akala ko ba gusto mo paramita?eh bat un lang alam mo?

joann ( 1:54:54 PM): ang galing kc nun drummer at the same time sya ang singer

x-bf ( 1:55:07 PM): hehehehe

x-bf ( 1:55:19 PM): para palang def leppard ang dating nun

x-bf ( 1:55:37 PM): magaling ung up dharma down

x-bf ( 1:55:50 PM): nakita ko na cla mag perform ng live

joann ( 1:56:01 PM): yah maganda yun di mo lng alam

x-bf ( 1:56:09 PM): alam ko un

x-bf ( 1:56:12 PM): hehehhhee

joann ( 1:58:15 PM): musta yun pamangkin mo?

x-bf ( 1:58:21 PM): ok naman sya

x-bf ( 1:58:40 PM): kilala ka pa rin nya pag nakikita nya nag open ako ng friendster nakikita ka nya

joann ( 1:59:21 PM): ah.. musta s kanya na i hope magaling p rin sya s schooling nya..

x-bf ( 2:00:39 PM): nman!kasali nga sya sa quiz bee nung last week eh

joann ( 2:00:49 PM): wow galing

x-bf ( 2:01:14 PM): oo mana sa tito eh

x-bf ( 2:01:19 PM): hehehehe

joann ( 2:01:23 PM): hehehehehe

x-bf ( 2:02:05 PM): brb

joann ( 2:02:13 PM): ok

x-bf ( 2:03:55 PM): anu na?

joann ( 2:05:32 PM): ano n??

joann ( 2:05:50 PM): hehe

x-bf ( 2:05:55 PM): musta na jan sa ofis nyo?

joann ( 2:06:05 PM): ok lng

x-bf ( 2:06:11 PM): jan pa rin ung mga dati mong ofismates/

joann ( 2:06:13 PM): mataba k b now?

x-bf ( 2:06:20 PM): yup

joann ( 2:06:29 PM): cina babylou, yap nandito p sya

x-bf ( 2:06:37 PM): ang laki ng tinaba ko kasi nag quit ako sa yosi

x-bf ( 2:06:44 PM): ah ok

joann ( 2:07:17 PM): dats good

x-bf ( 2:07:45 PM): bakit wala kang pix sa friendster mo na kita braces mo?

x-bf ( 2:08:00 PM): so ilang years yan bago alisin/

joann ( 2:08:01 PM): meron

x-bf ( 2:08:09 PM): wla ako nakita dun

joann ( 2:08:13 PM): hanggan maayos

x-bf ( 2:08:17 PM): w8 chek ko

x-bf ( 2:08:20 PM): nyek

x-bf ( 2:08:35 PM): wlang binigay na date ang dentist mo?

joann ( 2:09:40 PM): usualy it take years para maayos

x-bf ( 2:10:24 PM): honga alam ko,kasi ung sa ate ko mga 2yrs ata

joann ( 2:11:47 PM): konti n lng yun baba.. yun taas medyo matagal pa kasi dapat mas naka labas yun ngipin s taas.. kaka adjust lng nito kaya harap akong kumain

x-bf ( 2:12:13 PM): kawawa k naman nyan

x-bf ( 2:12:22 PM): mamamayat k nyan

joann ( 2:12:31 PM): kaya pumapayat n ako

joann ( 2:12:43 PM): ang dami pang bawal

x-bf ( 2:12:46 PM): ah talaga

joann ( 2:13:32 PM): yap..

x-bf ( 2:13:40 PM): james

joann ( 2:14:05 PM): hehehe

joann ( 2:14:13 PM): showbiz k h..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:14:25 PM): ikaw nga jan eh

x-bf ( 2:14:30 PM): sabi mo yap

joann ( 2:14:51 PM): hehehe yeh

x-bf ( 2:15:35 PM): w8 chek ko ung frendster mo

joann ( 2:15:52 PM): ok

x-bf ( 2:18:42 PM): parang ang payat mo ng sa pix mo

x-bf ( 2:18:48 PM): di bagay sayo

x-bf ( 2:18:58 PM): mas ok na ung may laman ng unti

x-bf ( 2:19:01 PM): hehehehhe

joann ( 2:19:19 PM): hehehe namayat n rin kc ako eh

x-bf ( 2:19:21 PM): eto pa malupit

x-bf ( 2:19:30 PM): may 3rd eye pala

x-bf ( 2:19:34 PM): hehehehehe

joann ( 2:19:58 PM): hehehe

joann ( 2:20:37 PM): madami ngang natakot dyan eh.. kahit ako natakot..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:20:47 PM): naks!!sosyal ang itsura mo ha

x-bf ( 2:20:50 PM): hehehehehe

joann ( 2:21:40 PM): sosyal k dyan

joann ( 2:21:53 PM): san nga pl balak mo dis summer??

x-bf ( 2:21:57 PM): hehhehehe

x-bf ( 2:22:06 PM): wala naman

joann ( 2:24:17 PM): kami ng barkada puerto galera sawa na daw sila s falls

x-bf ( 2:24:41 PM): naks!!sosyal n talaga

x-bf ( 2:24:45 PM): hehehe

x-bf ( 2:25:02 PM): last nov nag bora ako

joann ( 2:25:15 PM): wow tlg.. ikaw ang sosi

x-bf ( 2:25:32 PM): hindi ako ang sosi ung tita ko

x-bf ( 2:25:37 PM): hehehehe

joann ( 2:26:02 PM): ah..hehehe

joann ( 2:26:43 PM): ang tagal n daw kasi nilang d n kakapag beach eh.. at para next level naman daw..

x-bf ( 2:27:01 PM): hehehehhee

x-bf ( 2:27:06 PM): ayos yan

x-bf ( 2:27:16 PM): sarap pumunta dun

x-bf ( 2:27:23 PM): sa galera

x-bf ( 2:27:39 PM): poor man's boracay tawag nila dun

joann ( 2:27:47 PM): ganun..

x-bf ( 2:27:57 PM): kc ung sand halos pareho lng sa bora

joann ( 2:27:58 PM): kaya try naman namin

x-bf ( 2:28:15 PM): pero ung expenses di ganun kamahal

joann ( 2:28:32 PM): ahh ok un

x-bf ( 2:28:35 PM): ang dapat gawin nyo dun mag baon kayo ng mga delata

x-bf ( 2:28:48 PM): nung nagpunta kami dun ganun ginawa namin

x-bf ( 2:28:55 PM): kc mahal pagkain dun

joann ( 2:29:07 PM): sabi nga nun 1 barkada namin dahil ginto daw food doon

x-bf ( 2:29:21 PM): uu ginto pagkain dun

joann ( 2:29:41 PM): at mag hena daw kami dun mahal daw pahenna eh marunong naman kami..

x-bf ( 2:29:48 PM): d 2lad sa bora mura lang ang mahal lng dun eh ung tutuluyan mo

x-bf ( 2:30:05 PM): oo uso un dun

joann ( 2:30:15 PM): ahh. next yr bora naman..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:30:19 PM): kahit san nman na may beach uso ung henna

joann ( 2:30:24 PM): oo nga eh

x-bf ( 2:30:25 PM): dun ang ok

x-bf ( 2:30:39 PM): wala ka ng hahanapin pa dun sa bora

x-bf ( 2:31:24 PM): pag may 10k sa bora sbrang sulit na

x-bf ( 2:31:34 PM): except pa dun ung fare mo ha

joann ( 2:32:06 PM): hmm sana nga next yr bora naman..hehehe sabi ng mga barkada ko ang mahal ng boro pero sabi ko at least malalaman natin kung ano meron s bora at hindi nagiicip lng kung anong meron dun...

x-bf ( 2:33:05 PM): uu try nyo

x-bf ( 2:33:14 PM): sa june punta kami ullit dun

x-bf ( 2:33:20 PM): kung and2 pa ko nun

joann ( 2:33:25 PM): ah..

joann ( 2:33:29 PM): ganun..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:33:31 PM): kasi dating ung mga pinsan ko

joann ( 2:33:46 PM): ah ok

x-bf ( 2:35:11 PM): out na muna ako ha

x-bf ( 2:35:22 PM): may tatapusin pa ako

joann ( 2:35:22 PM): ok

joann ( 2:35:25 PM): ingats

x-bf ( 2:35:26 PM): ingat lagi

joann ( 2:35:28 PM):

x-bf ( 2:35:29 PM): ok

nun naguusap kami parang gusto kong maiyak.. ang laki kong tanga, naghahanap ako ng seryoso pero di ko naman siniseryoso yun nga tao sa paligid ko..

mas mahal ko nga ba ang trabaho ko??

parang masakit icipin na ako pala mismo ang may kulang..

madalas kong marinig ang "lagi ka na lang trabaho wala ka ng time saken"

ilang beses ko na ba ipinag laban ang work ko sa mga naka "relasyon" ko

na pag dating sa work ay wala silang laban, sabi nga ni "x-bf" sa chat eh "mas mahal ko ang trabaho ko" the term is "mas" em i spending to much time in working??

my answer is yes, im over worked.. i rather wrok than spend time with my love ones..

i rather work, than go out and enjoy the holidays..

i rather work than sleep and rest..

i rather wark than cope with love one that i take for granted..

not i realized my mistakes.. in dealing with my work ang lovelife..

hindi namas sa had lang ang work ko, i should know my priorities..

an next time i will make sure that i will give more time to that person..

x-bf,

thank you..

thank you for opeming my eye for the second time..

first when i felt that what was happening is not right and for giving me that decision to let go..

second for letting me see me mistakes and letting me know what i should do next time i fall..

again..

your my sexy hunk.. ; )



lovelots,

hot chick