I spent to much time

I spent to much time

ang haba ng list ko ng gagawin.
ilang bilin pa ang iniwan ng bossing ko bago sya umalis pa puntang india para sa isang seminar..
medyo maluwag lng ang trabaho dahil walang rush pero kung minsan may sundot pa na e-mail to-do ang bossing ko..

gising ng 8.30 bangon ng 9am
ligo, bihis hanggang 10am
alis ng 10.15
minsan sa pa nga bahay na ako kumakain aalis ako ng 11am
office ng 11 or 12 nn hanggang one to sawa hanngang may tao pa hanggang matapos ko na ung ginagawa ko..
8... 9... 10.. minsan pa nga 11 past pa nasa office na rin ako.. uuwi
matutulog ng 12am

ganito ang araw-araw kong gawain.. minsan pati linggo at kung nakadaming ginagawa pati linggo.

pag hahanapin mo ko ang sasagot ko lagi..
"may pasok ako"
"nand2 ako sa office"
madami akong ginagawa"
"di ko alam kung wat time me makakauwi"
"may OT ako, nest time n lang"

ayon sa aking "x-bf" na ngayon ay masaya na sa kanyang lovelife (pa-guusap sa YM):

joann ( 12:55:57 PM): musta?

x-bf ( 12:55:59 PM):

x-bf ( 12:56:03 PM): k lang

x-bf ( 12:56:06 PM): kaw?

x-bf ( 12:56:11 PM): musta work mo?

joann ( 12:56:12 PM): oks

x-bf ( 12:56:25 PM): anu na balita syo?

joann ( 12:56:27 PM): madaming trabaho ngayon..hehe pasahan ng report eh

joann ( 12:56:40 PM): ah.. ma braces n ako...hehehe

x-bf ( 12:56:43 PM): bukod sa may braces ka nahehhhehe

joann ( 12:56:46 PM): kaw? san kn work??

x-bf ( 12:57:06 PM): athena e-services

joann ( 12:57:18 PM): cal center?

x-bf ( 12:57:23 PM): nope,

x-bf ( 12:57:43 PM): mejo similar lang kaso di naman kami nakikipag usap sa phone

x-bf ( 12:57:54 PM): thru email lang

joann ( 12:58:06 PM): ah matagal kn dyan?

x-bf ( 12:58:25 PM): di naman kakastart ko lang last month

x-bf ( 12:58:55 PM): pero may plan pa rin ako mag abroad

x-bf ( 12:59:00 PM): mag aaral lang muna ako

joann ( 12:59:07 PM): oh san k naman pupunta?

x-bf ( 12:59:24 PM): mga bandang middle east

x-bf ( 12:59:33 PM): kahit anung lugar dun

x-bf ( 12:59:41 PM): basta makaalis lang d2 sa pinas

x-bf ( 12:59:55 PM): wag lang cguro sa iraq

x-bf ( 12:59:57 PM): hehehehehe

joann ( 12:59:57 PM): hehe cge suportahan taka..

x-bf ( 1:00:05 PM): hehheehhe

x-bf ( 1:00:06 PM): tnx

x-bf ( 1:00:32 PM): eh ikaw anu na growth jan sa work mo?mukhang enjoy ka n ajan ha?

joann ( 1:00:54 PM): ako d2 lng sa office p punta2x lng s kung san2x..hehehe

x-bf ( 1:01:24 PM): ang sarap ng work mo ha

joann ( 1:01:31 PM): promoted n ako facilitator na ako.hihihi kasama na ako sa mga provincial meetings n seminars..hehehe

x-bf ( 1:01:54 PM): nung minsan cnamahan ko c kuya richard dun kina janet

x-bf ( 1:02:06 PM): wow ang sarap nga nun

x-bf ( 1:02:17 PM): e d satisfied ka na jan sa income mo?

x-bf ( 1:02:21 PM): hehhehe

joann ( 1:02:23 PM): nk 4 n province n rin ako na dis 2004

x-bf ( 1:02:40 PM): enough to support ur brother na nag aaral?

joann ( 1:02:45 PM): ah.. ok naman s income.. nadadagdagan n rin ng benifits

x-bf ( 1:03:00 PM): ah good

joann ( 1:03:24 PM): ok lng din naman yun sa kapatid ko scholar sya.. salamat naman at 40% n lng ng tuition ang binabayaran ko..

x-bf ( 1:03:39 PM): ah ok na rin pala

x-bf ( 1:03:50 PM): so may room ka na sarili sa marikina?

joann ( 1:04:21 PM): ah ganun p rin magkasama p rin kmi ng bro s room..hehehe

x-bf ( 1:04:35 PM): pero di na ba tulad ng dati?

x-bf ( 1:04:52 PM): d ba dati wala ka privacy?

joann ( 1:05:13 PM): indi n may privacy kami kc naayos n yun room namin..

x-bf ( 1:05:27 PM): ah good

joann ( 1:05:33 PM): musta naman s inyo?

x-bf ( 1:05:39 PM): at least may development

x-bf ( 1:05:44 PM): ok naman

x-bf ( 1:05:53 PM): baka lipat na kami

joann ( 1:05:56 PM): yap.. dapatmeron lagi..hehehe kahit paunti unti

x-bf ( 1:06:06 PM): hanap kami ng haus

joann ( 1:06:13 PM): baket kayo lilipat..

x-bf ( 1:06:21 PM): balak kasi ng tita ko bumili para sa amin

x-bf ( 1:06:34 PM): tpos ate ko paalis na

joann ( 1:07:06 PM): ah within the area parin pa kayo kung sakali?? sa punta ate mo.. si ate cokie? tama ba?

x-bf ( 1:07:14 PM): we rent lang kaya gusto ng tita ko pag uwi nila ulit d2 eh may haus na clang matutuluyan

x-bf ( 1:07:30 PM): nope ung panganay namin c jean

joann ( 1:07:40 PM): ah...

x-bf ( 1:07:47 PM): ewan ko lang kung w/in the area pa rin

x-bf ( 1:07:58 PM): ako mas prefer ko sa ibang lugar na

x-bf ( 1:08:10 PM): masyado na crowded ang qc

joann ( 1:08:40 PM): ah.. para maiba rin? try nyo sa marikina..

x-bf ( 1:09:02 PM): c cuki nga taga run eh papahanap nga kami dun banda

x-bf ( 1:09:07 PM): kahit sa sss

joann ( 1:09:22 PM): ah ok din naman s SSS

joann ( 1:09:42 PM): musta naman lovelife mo???

x-bf ( 1:09:49 PM): ok naman

x-bf ( 1:09:54 PM): ikaw ba?

joann ( 1:10:04 PM): ok lng din..

x-bf ( 1:10:16 PM): naks that means may bf ka na?

x-bf ( 1:10:22 PM): hehehehehe

x-bf ( 1:10:27 PM):

joann ( 1:10:29 PM): wl pero lk lng..heheheheh

x-bf ( 1:11:08 PM): ooowwwsss??/sa ganda mong yan?

x-bf ( 1:11:23 PM): wala ka pa bf?

joann ( 1:11:24 PM): hahahaha alam kong maganda ako...waaaa kapal

x-bf ( 1:11:32 PM): hehehehe

x-bf ( 1:11:42 PM): totoo nman eh

joann ( 1:12:13 PM): tinatamad na ako s lokohan kaya ayoko ng kahit sino n lng..naks

joann ( 1:12:16 PM):

x-bf ( 1:12:29 PM): hmm....

x-bf ( 1:12:44 PM): so niloko mo lang pala ako??

x-bf ( 1:12:50 PM):

joann ( 1:12:53 PM): uy hindi ah...ang labo mo..

joann ( 1:13:21 PM): nito ko lng naisip yun ne ny resolution..hahahahaha

joann ( 1:13:33 PM): *new year

x-bf ( 1:14:09 PM): ganun??

joann ( 1:14:48 PM): im not getting any younger n sexier.. kaya i have no tym to play around..waaa

x-bf ( 1:15:06 PM): naakksss!!!

x-bf ( 1:15:17 PM): pero di mo cnagot ung tanung ko?

x-bf ( 1:15:22 PM): niloko mo lang ako?

joann ( 1:15:34 PM): indi kita niloko..

x-bf ( 1:15:47 PM): hmm...ok sabi mo eh

joann ( 1:16:03 PM): bket mo naman nasabing niloko kita??

x-bf ( 1:16:16 PM): wala naisip ko lang

x-bf ( 1:16:29 PM): kasi sbi mo ayaw mo na ng lokohan

joann ( 1:16:29 PM): naisip mo lng..

joann ( 1:16:40 PM): hmmm

x-bf ( 1:16:42 PM): so thst means nung tyo eh niloko mo ako

x-bf ( 1:17:15 PM): anyway tapos naman na un eh

joann ( 1:17:17 PM): ewan ko s u..

x-bf ( 1:17:20 PM): accept ko na un

joann ( 1:17:26 PM):

joann ( 1:17:35 PM): ano kb??

x-bf ( 1:17:51 PM): wish ko lang syo eh makahanap ka n ng seseryosin mo

x-bf ( 1:17:53 PM): hehehehehhe

joann ( 1:18:06 PM): amen

joann ( 1:18:19 PM):

x-bf ( 1:18:30 PM):

joann ( 1:19:10 PM): kaw nga dapat ang mag seryoso.. aba ilang taon kn?? ayaw mo p bang mag setledown?

x-bf ( 1:19:47 PM): bakit tingin moba di kita sineryoso?

joann ( 1:20:16 PM): uy wl akong sinabing indi h..

x-bf ( 1:20:24 PM): i ccome to that piont na

joann ( 1:20:31 PM): hmmmm

x-bf ( 1:20:44 PM): sana nga ikaw ung last ko eh

x-bf ( 1:20:51 PM): kaso sa cnabi mo

x-bf ( 1:20:55 PM): eh ok lang

joann ( 1:20:56 PM): ha?

x-bf ( 1:21:14 PM): masaya ka naman?

joann ( 1:21:20 PM): saan?

x-bf ( 1:21:29 PM): sa ginagawa mo?

joann ( 1:22:37 PM): alam mo.. kung inicip mo n niloko kita.. eh burahin mo n yun s icip mo.. wat im trying to say is im MORE serious now

x-bf ( 1:22:55 PM): eh di naman ung ang tinatanung ko ha?

x-bf ( 1:23:13 PM): at di ko na iniisip un no.

x-bf ( 1:23:17 PM): past is past

joann ( 1:23:28 PM): masaya saan?

x-bf ( 1:23:31 PM): d naman ako mapagtanim ng sama ng loob

x-bf ( 1:23:46 PM): msaya ka sa pagiging single?

joann ( 1:23:50 PM): no

joann ( 1:24:04 PM): n i wish im not single

x-bf ( 1:24:04 PM): hmm..

x-bf ( 1:24:26 PM): eh kung sineryoso mo sana ako eh di sana di ka single ngayon

x-bf ( 1:24:28 PM): heheehehe

joann ( 1:24:39 PM): ah... ok

x-bf ( 1:24:50 PM):

joann ( 1:25:28 PM): sana naging seryoro ako

x-bf ( 1:25:41 PM): sana

joann ( 1:25:56 PM): its to late

x-bf ( 1:26:09 PM): hmmm...

x-bf ( 1:26:13 PM): i know

x-bf ( 1:26:37 PM): its ok wer both happy naman sa mga buhay natin eh

x-bf ( 1:26:41 PM): kaya ok lang

joann ( 1:26:52 PM): yah ok lng

joann ( 1:26:58 PM): n i know ur happy

x-bf ( 1:27:08 PM): i know ur happy too

joann ( 1:27:41 PM): yah

x-bf ( 1:28:33 PM):

joann ( 1:28:42 PM):

x-bf ( 1:29:18 PM): so kelan ulit biyahe mo nyan?

joann ( 1:29:33 PM): march 7-8

x-bf ( 1:29:45 PM): ah talaga?san naman punta mo?

joann ( 1:31:08 PM): bataan ulet pang 3times ko n dun

x-bf ( 1:31:19 PM): ah ok pala ha

x-bf ( 1:31:41 PM): wla pa kyong mga trip sa visayas area?

x-bf ( 1:32:10 PM): buti pa nga ung bag ko nakapunta na run...hehehe

joann ( 1:32:12 PM): wla pang shed yun negros namin n camarines sur bk by summer

x-bf ( 1:32:29 PM): ok sa bicol

x-bf ( 1:32:42 PM): ganda na dun para ka ng nsa manila

joann ( 1:33:22 PM): ah sabi nga nila mat proj kasi kami dun

x-bf ( 1:33:25 PM): anu ginagawa mo ngyaon?

joann ( 1:34:37 PM): mag education mapping kami ng buong philippines pero may 5 major areas kami negros, benguet, camrines sur, qc n quezon province

x-bf ( 1:35:00 PM): ah ok un ha

x-bf ( 1:35:24 PM): dami mo pala trabaho ngyon.u've got no tym for bf

x-bf ( 1:35:29 PM): hehehhehee

joann ( 1:35:39 PM): hahahhahaha

joann ( 1:36:07 PM): dapat siguro magbawas ako ng panahon s work

x-bf ( 1:36:19 PM): hindi mo kaya un

x-bf ( 1:36:26 PM): mas mahal mo work mo

x-bf ( 1:36:28 PM): d ba?

joann ( 1:36:46 PM): yah.. mas mahal ko work ko now

x-bf ( 1:36:58 PM): hmm...ok

joann ( 1:37:41 PM): yah. puro ako trabaho i seldom go out with friends

x-bf ( 1:38:14 PM): well,i think i know dat

joann ( 1:38:29 PM): i think i should tone down my work load

x-bf ( 1:38:34 PM): kc khit nman noon ganyan k n eh

x-bf ( 1:38:48 PM): eh kung boss ka na jan magagawa mo un

x-bf ( 1:39:11 PM): kasi pde mo na pasa sa iba ung work mo

joann ( 1:39:45 PM): oo nga matagal na akong puro work

x-bf ( 1:40:03 PM):

joann ( 1:41:43 PM): thank you for leting me see something.. n dapat ginawa ko n noon p

x-bf ( 1:42:08 PM): ok

joann ( 1:43:07 PM): may bigla akong naalala..

joann ( 1:43:24 PM):

x-bf ( 1:43:28 PM): ok

x-bf ( 1:43:35 PM): nu un?

joann ( 1:45:32 PM): mayroong taong madalas mag sabi sken n puro k n lng trabaho d mo n nakikita ang mga taong nakakasalubong mo..

x-bf ( 1:45:45 PM): ah talaga

joann ( 1:47:20 PM): anyways naintindihan ko n sya

x-bf ( 1:47:53 PM): good

joann ( 1:49:04 PM): ah baka gusto mo lng manood s bistro eto shed

joann ( 1:49:08 PM): 26, Mon. - KAMIKAZE 27, Tues. - ORANGE & LEMONS 28, Wed. - UP DHARMA DOWN / PARAMITA / SWISSY

x-bf ( 1:49:35 PM): uy ok ung up dharma

joann ( 1:50:13 PM): ang gusto ko dyan yun paramita

x-bf ( 1:50:28 PM): ah ok lang

x-bf ( 1:50:47 PM): ang malas mo iniwan ka ng ung mga kasama

joann ( 1:51:34 PM): ha??

joann ( 1:51:45 PM): kanta yan db

x-bf ( 1:52:46 PM): uu

x-bf ( 1:52:53 PM): kanta ng paramita

joann ( 1:53:39 PM): ah.. ang alam ko lng ks hiling

x-bf ( 1:54:19 PM): alam ko rin un,akala ko ba gusto mo paramita?eh bat un lang alam mo?

joann ( 1:54:54 PM): ang galing kc nun drummer at the same time sya ang singer

x-bf ( 1:55:07 PM): hehehehe

x-bf ( 1:55:19 PM): para palang def leppard ang dating nun

x-bf ( 1:55:37 PM): magaling ung up dharma down

x-bf ( 1:55:50 PM): nakita ko na cla mag perform ng live

joann ( 1:56:01 PM): yah maganda yun di mo lng alam

x-bf ( 1:56:09 PM): alam ko un

x-bf ( 1:56:12 PM): hehehhhee

joann ( 1:58:15 PM): musta yun pamangkin mo?

x-bf ( 1:58:21 PM): ok naman sya

x-bf ( 1:58:40 PM): kilala ka pa rin nya pag nakikita nya nag open ako ng friendster nakikita ka nya

joann ( 1:59:21 PM): ah.. musta s kanya na i hope magaling p rin sya s schooling nya..

x-bf ( 2:00:39 PM): nman!kasali nga sya sa quiz bee nung last week eh

joann ( 2:00:49 PM): wow galing

x-bf ( 2:01:14 PM): oo mana sa tito eh

x-bf ( 2:01:19 PM): hehehehe

joann ( 2:01:23 PM): hehehehehe

x-bf ( 2:02:05 PM): brb

joann ( 2:02:13 PM): ok

x-bf ( 2:03:55 PM): anu na?

joann ( 2:05:32 PM): ano n??

joann ( 2:05:50 PM): hehe

x-bf ( 2:05:55 PM): musta na jan sa ofis nyo?

joann ( 2:06:05 PM): ok lng

x-bf ( 2:06:11 PM): jan pa rin ung mga dati mong ofismates/

joann ( 2:06:13 PM): mataba k b now?

x-bf ( 2:06:20 PM): yup

joann ( 2:06:29 PM): cina babylou, yap nandito p sya

x-bf ( 2:06:37 PM): ang laki ng tinaba ko kasi nag quit ako sa yosi

x-bf ( 2:06:44 PM): ah ok

joann ( 2:07:17 PM): dats good

x-bf ( 2:07:45 PM): bakit wala kang pix sa friendster mo na kita braces mo?

x-bf ( 2:08:00 PM): so ilang years yan bago alisin/

joann ( 2:08:01 PM): meron

x-bf ( 2:08:09 PM): wla ako nakita dun

joann ( 2:08:13 PM): hanggan maayos

x-bf ( 2:08:17 PM): w8 chek ko

x-bf ( 2:08:20 PM): nyek

x-bf ( 2:08:35 PM): wlang binigay na date ang dentist mo?

joann ( 2:09:40 PM): usualy it take years para maayos

x-bf ( 2:10:24 PM): honga alam ko,kasi ung sa ate ko mga 2yrs ata

joann ( 2:11:47 PM): konti n lng yun baba.. yun taas medyo matagal pa kasi dapat mas naka labas yun ngipin s taas.. kaka adjust lng nito kaya harap akong kumain

x-bf ( 2:12:13 PM): kawawa k naman nyan

x-bf ( 2:12:22 PM): mamamayat k nyan

joann ( 2:12:31 PM): kaya pumapayat n ako

joann ( 2:12:43 PM): ang dami pang bawal

x-bf ( 2:12:46 PM): ah talaga

joann ( 2:13:32 PM): yap..

x-bf ( 2:13:40 PM): james

joann ( 2:14:05 PM): hehehe

joann ( 2:14:13 PM): showbiz k h..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:14:25 PM): ikaw nga jan eh

x-bf ( 2:14:30 PM): sabi mo yap

joann ( 2:14:51 PM): hehehe yeh

x-bf ( 2:15:35 PM): w8 chek ko ung frendster mo

joann ( 2:15:52 PM): ok

x-bf ( 2:18:42 PM): parang ang payat mo ng sa pix mo

x-bf ( 2:18:48 PM): di bagay sayo

x-bf ( 2:18:58 PM): mas ok na ung may laman ng unti

x-bf ( 2:19:01 PM): hehehehhe

joann ( 2:19:19 PM): hehehe namayat n rin kc ako eh

x-bf ( 2:19:21 PM): eto pa malupit

x-bf ( 2:19:30 PM): may 3rd eye pala

x-bf ( 2:19:34 PM): hehehehehe

joann ( 2:19:58 PM): hehehe

joann ( 2:20:37 PM): madami ngang natakot dyan eh.. kahit ako natakot..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:20:47 PM): naks!!sosyal ang itsura mo ha

x-bf ( 2:20:50 PM): hehehehehe

joann ( 2:21:40 PM): sosyal k dyan

joann ( 2:21:53 PM): san nga pl balak mo dis summer??

x-bf ( 2:21:57 PM): hehhehehe

x-bf ( 2:22:06 PM): wala naman

joann ( 2:24:17 PM): kami ng barkada puerto galera sawa na daw sila s falls

x-bf ( 2:24:41 PM): naks!!sosyal n talaga

x-bf ( 2:24:45 PM): hehehe

x-bf ( 2:25:02 PM): last nov nag bora ako

joann ( 2:25:15 PM): wow tlg.. ikaw ang sosi

x-bf ( 2:25:32 PM): hindi ako ang sosi ung tita ko

x-bf ( 2:25:37 PM): hehehehe

joann ( 2:26:02 PM): ah..hehehe

joann ( 2:26:43 PM): ang tagal n daw kasi nilang d n kakapag beach eh.. at para next level naman daw..

x-bf ( 2:27:01 PM): hehehehhee

x-bf ( 2:27:06 PM): ayos yan

x-bf ( 2:27:16 PM): sarap pumunta dun

x-bf ( 2:27:23 PM): sa galera

x-bf ( 2:27:39 PM): poor man's boracay tawag nila dun

joann ( 2:27:47 PM): ganun..

x-bf ( 2:27:57 PM): kc ung sand halos pareho lng sa bora

joann ( 2:27:58 PM): kaya try naman namin

x-bf ( 2:28:15 PM): pero ung expenses di ganun kamahal

joann ( 2:28:32 PM): ahh ok un

x-bf ( 2:28:35 PM): ang dapat gawin nyo dun mag baon kayo ng mga delata

x-bf ( 2:28:48 PM): nung nagpunta kami dun ganun ginawa namin

x-bf ( 2:28:55 PM): kc mahal pagkain dun

joann ( 2:29:07 PM): sabi nga nun 1 barkada namin dahil ginto daw food doon

x-bf ( 2:29:21 PM): uu ginto pagkain dun

joann ( 2:29:41 PM): at mag hena daw kami dun mahal daw pahenna eh marunong naman kami..

x-bf ( 2:29:48 PM): d 2lad sa bora mura lang ang mahal lng dun eh ung tutuluyan mo

x-bf ( 2:30:05 PM): oo uso un dun

joann ( 2:30:15 PM): ahh. next yr bora naman..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:30:19 PM): kahit san nman na may beach uso ung henna

joann ( 2:30:24 PM): oo nga eh

x-bf ( 2:30:25 PM): dun ang ok

x-bf ( 2:30:39 PM): wala ka ng hahanapin pa dun sa bora

x-bf ( 2:31:24 PM): pag may 10k sa bora sbrang sulit na

x-bf ( 2:31:34 PM): except pa dun ung fare mo ha

joann ( 2:32:06 PM): hmm sana nga next yr bora naman..hehehe sabi ng mga barkada ko ang mahal ng boro pero sabi ko at least malalaman natin kung ano meron s bora at hindi nagiicip lng kung anong meron dun...

x-bf ( 2:33:05 PM): uu try nyo

x-bf ( 2:33:14 PM): sa june punta kami ullit dun

x-bf ( 2:33:20 PM): kung and2 pa ko nun

joann ( 2:33:25 PM): ah..

joann ( 2:33:29 PM): ganun..hehehe

x-bf ( 2:33:31 PM): kasi dating ung mga pinsan ko

joann ( 2:33:46 PM): ah ok

x-bf ( 2:35:11 PM): out na muna ako ha

x-bf ( 2:35:22 PM): may tatapusin pa ako

joann ( 2:35:22 PM): ok

joann ( 2:35:25 PM): ingats

x-bf ( 2:35:26 PM): ingat lagi

joann ( 2:35:28 PM):

x-bf ( 2:35:29 PM): ok

nun naguusap kami parang gusto kong maiyak.. ang laki kong tanga, naghahanap ako ng seryoso pero di ko naman siniseryoso yun nga tao sa paligid ko..

mas mahal ko nga ba ang trabaho ko??

parang masakit icipin na ako pala mismo ang may kulang..

madalas kong marinig ang "lagi ka na lang trabaho wala ka ng time saken"

ilang beses ko na ba ipinag laban ang work ko sa mga naka "relasyon" ko

na pag dating sa work ay wala silang laban, sabi nga ni "x-bf" sa chat eh "mas mahal ko ang trabaho ko" the term is "mas" em i spending to much time in working??

my answer is yes, im over worked.. i rather wrok than spend time with my love ones..

i rather work, than go out and enjoy the holidays..

i rather work than sleep and rest..

i rather wark than cope with love one that i take for granted..

not i realized my mistakes.. in dealing with my work ang lovelife..

hindi namas sa had lang ang work ko, i should know my priorities..

an next time i will make sure that i will give more time to that person..

x-bf,

thank you..

thank you for opeming my eye for the second time..

first when i felt that what was happening is not right and for giving me that decision to let go..

second for letting me see me mistakes and letting me know what i should do next time i fall..

again..

your my sexy hunk.. ; )



lovelots,

hot chick